I am not sure exactly what you are trying to say here. It sounds to me that you don't have a very strong faith in healing. This is the reason many aren't being healed. So many make the excuse that maybe healing isn't our portion, maybe it's just not in His plan. How sad! It
is His plan, it
is His promise to us and it
is our portion! God would never allow us to suffer as part of His plan. Sometimes, b/c of the ways of this imperfect world we do suffer, sometimes thru our suffering God will use it for His glory by using us to minister to others who are sick and what not. However, we
can be healed. No Christian has to suffer. I am not here to judge why this one or that one has not been healed, but I do know that they
can be healed. Sometimes sin inhibits the healing, or lack of faith, lack of annointing. If a sick person puts his full faith in the Lord, prays according to God's will (which promises us healing), removes sin from his/her life, and is touched by an annointing of some sort (such as an annointed pastor), I believe there will be healing. Go to
www.HealingRooms.com and check out thier testimonies. Sick, lame, dying, blind, hundreds are being healed who couldn't be healed before by any other method.
Sometimes healing is part of His plan regardless of our actions. Other times, for whatever reasons (to learn strength, preserverence, ...) we need to press in for our healing. Jesus
is concerned with our healing. A huge part of His ministry was healing. God promises healing to us in His word;
Matt. 8:17 "He Himself took our infirmities, and carried away our diseases."
1 Peter 2:24 "...for by His stripes you were healed."
Luke 10:19 "Behold, I have given you authority...and nothing shall injure you."
Romans 8:11 "But if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, He who raised Christ Jesus from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies thru His Spirit who indwells you."
Mark 16:17-18 "...and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick
and they will recover."
James 5:15 "The prayer of faith shall save the sick..."
Mark 11:24 "Therefore, I say to you; 'All things for which you pray and ask,
believe that you have received them, and they shall be granted."
John 14:13-14 "And whatever you ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask me anuthing in my name, I will do it."
There are many Christains who have not been healed, but I do not believe it is b/c it is not in the Plan. They may be being used right now thru their suffering, but they can be healed. All of us can. There has been irrefutable proof of the ability to be healed, even when all else fails and even after years of unanswered prayer. Your healing is out there waiting for you...Dig deep thru prayer, seek wisdom and knowledge. A good place to start would be John G. Lakes' book and/or the website
www.healingrooms.com.